Today’s work has challenged me a bit.
I’m no stranger to pushing through fear to achieve what I want. That said, I have certainly arranged my life in a way that helps me avoid being exposed to people and situations that I don’t find useful – that might even make me uncomfortable.
Hmmm… I’m having difficulty determining whether that is fear or wisdom.
When I consider whether my desire would change if I had no fear, I’m not sure that it would. I just think it might happen faster. I wouldn’t have to coax myself through the processes that I typicall resist.
This is interesting. I plan to mull it over further. I can feel where I’m still holding myself back even as I write this. What would full throttle look like? Am I afraid to find out?